some people wake up in their dreams,some people dream of waking up. i don't know which way i am. today a friend of mine commented "..you are becoming the person,you think". it made me think. i like to dream or fantasize. i wont mind to realize one day that am "an other" or "a character in 'the sophie's world' " or "the joker in the pack of card" etc.. nor would i mind to bump on donald shimoda one day. while being in front of a camera or being in a book it is quit easy i presume. but in real life it is quit frustrating. like here is a dream i enjoy,
.. one fine day i was lazing in a field under some tree in the first twilight gazing the horizon. through the tree leaves the sun rays seemed like diamonds. the slow breeze was controlling the heat which made the distance foggy. slowly a girl walked up and sat beside me without making a sound...
it is easy in the world where someone else is controlling you with a pen or script. probably that would be the perfect end with a "happily ever after" tag. but in reality it is quite contrary, it would be a new beginning. in a way we are given the dreams without the promise of their fulfillment. but may be i am wrong. may be we don't see until some other point us towards something and say that it can be thought as an perfect fantasy or something which is out of nowhere. like
..one evening i went out of my house to have an adda. the street was perpendicular with another and at that juncture there is a lamp post. as there was rain the street gave pretty reflections. three girls were in front of me. when they came under the lamp post the sight was cinematographic. they were in a horizontal line and wearing dresses of three different colours. it was red,yellow and blue from the left. it reminded me of the scene in the bus from the film "eternity and a day"...
many people change. its ok even if you change but the world remains the same. but its hard if you find out that the world has changed but you are the same. another problem i find is that i feel strongly that in everything something is wrong.
.. one fine day i was lazing in a field under some tree in the first twilight gazing the horizon. through the tree leaves the sun rays seemed like diamonds. the slow breeze was controlling the heat which made the distance foggy. slowly a girl walked up and sat beside me without making a sound...
it is easy in the world where someone else is controlling you with a pen or script. probably that would be the perfect end with a "happily ever after" tag. but in reality it is quite contrary, it would be a new beginning. in a way we are given the dreams without the promise of their fulfillment. but may be i am wrong. may be we don't see until some other point us towards something and say that it can be thought as an perfect fantasy or something which is out of nowhere. like
..one evening i went out of my house to have an adda. the street was perpendicular with another and at that juncture there is a lamp post. as there was rain the street gave pretty reflections. three girls were in front of me. when they came under the lamp post the sight was cinematographic. they were in a horizontal line and wearing dresses of three different colours. it was red,yellow and blue from the left. it reminded me of the scene in the bus from the film "eternity and a day"...
many people change. its ok even if you change but the world remains the same. but its hard if you find out that the world has changed but you are the same. another problem i find is that i feel strongly that in everything something is wrong.
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commendable...i admire ur honesty...whatever u said clearly shows t8 u r a very thoghtful person and u r very keen in analyzing every aspect of d world.It also shows 2 a certain extent(forgive me if i am wrong) t8 u r a bit confused in d way the world functions..u dont know what should be ur attitude,how u should change urself and whether u should embrace the 'wrong' facet of things because the world is doing so....i mean, there are a lot of paths open in front of u..there are many options 2 choose from but u dont know which one to tread...u need help..u have many questions but no solutions.....
My friend i dont know whether i am eligible 2 help u..but i can tell u that every person, no matter who he is,has to face this situation in his life....it is this situation which helps u to realize life and what it really wants from you...instead of cursing life for not getting what your mind and senses want,, you should actually be asking yourself t8 whether what you want would really make you 'happy'..or is it just an experiment to get happiness......I think you know the answerr to this question...sit down with your honest self and think....
if u think u love someone just ask urself whether u really love t8 person or love her bcos of her looks....if that girl loses one Eye(god forbid) in an accident, wudu be still able 2 love her in the sam,e way?
If acid spills on her face and she loses her looks..wud still be able to love her and take her responsibility for the entire life?
pure love has no physical or mental barriers my friend...
This is what life is trying to teach you...the essence of pure love and the path to eternal happiness....
Be a student and enjoy the lessons of life and try to learn all the concepts on your own or get hold of a teacher who already knows these things and try to get the knowledge from him..
If you choose a teacher make sure you choose a bonafide authority...best of luck...
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